I'm Insecure

I'm one those girls who's very insecure and has trouble loving herself, I may seem happy on the outside but in the inside I'm struggling with self hate issues. I think I'm so fat, there are skinnier & prettier girls out there, I'm just a waste of space. I know I shouldn't think these things , but I do, a lot.
Some people can probably relate to this post, yes, everyone is beautiful, but it's going to take awhile for me to believe that about myself.

These terrible events

Everyones life has to have some curveballs thrown at it, and unfortunately , I had 2 thrown at me.
About 2 days ago, my best friend told me she has cancer, it's a long word, but I think it's something like MPB or I don't know. She tells me it's treatable and she's starting her Chemo & radiation this week, they found a tumor in her head, they did the surgery about a week ago to take it out, and the day after her birthday, the doctor told her the tumor was cancerous. She's doing great, she's still her outgoing & happy self.

My other curveball happened Friday night, aparrantly my Uncle Alex died that night while he was at his mom's house playing video games, his mom went to the bathroom and when she came back he was laying face down on the floor, no pulse.
We don't know how & why he died, but we will find out soon.
He's in a better place, and I can finally not cry when I think of him, that's progress right?

This just comes to show that you need to cherish everyone around you because you never know when their last day is going to occur.
-Priscilla xoxo

Me and What Comes With it

Hi! I'm Priscilla, I am 15 years old, 16 this month. I love to read, sing, dance, write, and listen to music.
I love blogs, even though i know probably people won't read mine, i still update it daily.
This blog will just be about what's going on in my life and probably me writing a quick story or fantasy.
Well a few things that has happened in a month :
1. My best friend told me she has cancer.(it's treatable)
2. My Uncle died a day ago.
3. I might be getting a bf who's 2 years younger.

I'm a mess at this point, but expressing myself is the best treatment for me.
Thanks
-Priscilla xoxo